冷掉，真的冷掉。好就没用了=D

Weird morning.

Well, actually i gotta post this post which is on my mind for quite some times already but i always forget though. So, last fews days night, i was emo. for everything. well basically life isnt fair though. so get use to it.
until the next morning, i too lazy to make lunch b4 class, so i decided to go to mac to get a bite. well, after i order. a old folk behind me, make his order which is, "A cone, A deluxe cheese burger(1.95$$), and small chips." about 5 dollar lunch. i was without reason, observing him, his gesture, his expression. quite obviously, i saw him putting his tray on the table, take up his cone, look at it with his face full of happiness, take every single bite of the cream seem like making his dream fulfilled. after that, taking up the chips and eat it 1 by 1 like a child. and the burger, he enjoy it like abalone.
i feel so little. looking down at my order, 2 burger, 1 warp meal. abt 10 dollar, and seem unsatisfied and still sometimes complaining abt the improper arrangement of the burger. seeing that old man, who seem so satisfied and so happy abt wat he has and he will has and wat he is facing, making my emo feeling gone, seem like, there is stil people facing worse than me and still happy and satisfied. oh well, that is life.
and btw, guess wat, days after, i stil emo btw.

Come to think of it, when people ask me, "What's so good about Melbourne?" Well, before when i am in Perth, I guess my answer is food, places, shopping and so on. But suddenly i feel like, that isn't the real reason of coming back to Melbourne right? That is a bad reason.
Feeling of liking Melbourne I think mainly due to family and friends. Without my friends here, coming back to Melbourne is also coming to a death city where you only lock in the house and facing computer. Right? But I think that it is meeting up with old bud making all the food, places and stuff better.
lalalalalalalalalalalalalala....

Exam-phobia!!

I really hope that this phobia isn't i the only one who got it. deep in my heart... i... HATE EXAM!!!!
EXAM coming means that i couldn't get enough sleep. which also means that i will have 2 weeks of nightmare while i sleep before exam. AND 2 weeks of nightmare during exam. torture!!!!! sigh.... GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dis-illusionary

Alongside with the ray of light,
warm from thee.
Breeze of winter night.
coldness from thee.
Struggling, fighting of endlessness,
for worthlessness.

Alongside with the darkness,
light from thee.
Blue moon with blue roses,
a rare sight.
Can't I be part of a rare?
But sorry I can't be thee.

Smile, laugh, "tears", voices, touches, feelings,
disillusionary in the world.
Disillusionary in thee.
World of hope and happiness,
Nothing but a fairy tail by thee.

inspirations from no whereabout.
chris.

AlrightO... post before exam... recently nothing happen except exam exam exam, study study study... well, i still remember the crap that all uni-student told me when i was in college.. "college only, cheh, close my eye also can get well. enjoy college life... bla bla bla..." and at that moment, i reply "cheh, uni only, pass only ok already, so easy what to worry~~~ in college still need to get high mark to get into uni.." for now, i officially take back my word... i think all EX- college student will agree with me..

Title-less

Stepping one foot,
into some unknown world.
Faces look alike, familiar.
But faces can't kill.
Dancing in the Rain of hardship and harsh-ship,
Acting as an unknown person,
who is this guy?
Title-less.
Unknown to everyone?

Stepping one foot,
into some unknown world.
Emotion is the same, around the world.
People laugh, cry, sad, happy.
Singing and Sighing,
A known person, is just a person.
An unknown person, is just a person.
Who are these guys?
Title-less.

SUPRISED!!

Yesterday night i was so suprise when i see a letter, a card to me. I wasn't expecting any card though. But when i open it and read it, it was from my melbourne best buddy!!!!! lene mei, phoebe, leader(grace), and ken!!! They go all the trouble to get my address which i not sure how and mail it to me. Thank you, so much. touched.. T.T haha..

Today, there is a very significant thing happen...
At 1500, i was nervous and scare for the chemistry quiz(sort of exam). And i just pray to calm myself down. It works and through out the test, it went so well, so smooth and i wasn't worry even one bit.
Right after exam, i put on my Ipod and walk out, suffle my song like usual. And oh ya, i jus remember, i need to thank God that keep me calm. at that time, my ipod playing "pop, there goes my heart" by Pops. I do the sign of the cross and pray to thank God, and right after the prayer the song end. Follow by 2 most significant song happen at that time!!!
1st, You are My All in All-Praise
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YVVW5EakyEc&feature=related

2nd, Ave Maria, Il-divo
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YG2TUaeKBs0

Out of 610songs suffled, this 2 song come out right after i prayed and I am very sure it is not by chances(0.16393%).

One's who say other people religious, making their own believe degraded. And become the lowest animal that God ever created. Making his own soul stain with one of the greatest sin ever. He, a creature lower than any other creation God created for him to say other Christian's believe is false believe. And who ain't admit his own wrong doing.. Ain't all believe in the Holy Trinity? Ain't all Christian believe Jesus, Son of God, Born of Virgin Mary, Sit at the right hand of God Almighty? Ain't all Christian believe in the Resurrection of Jesus Christ? Conquer the Death? Defected Satan?

AND HE REPEAT THE APOSTLES' CREED EVERY MONTH!!! WHAT IS THE USE? WHAT FOR? Saying with an empty heart meant nothing but an empty shell. Going up to the altar receiving the Holy communion(Body and Blood of Christ) but saying God's people bad things? Wow, what a nice Christian!

Complain of a simple heart boy.

well, it has been sometimes seem i update my blog. it seem a bit cacat adi.. well, nevermind about it. a good way to get out of some stress is to write it out about...... COMPLAINT!!! COMPLAIN!! COMPLAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(for those in perth, i guess most of you guys know all about this, for those in melbourne, sadly i think after reading this, you guys wont be staying homestay anymore.)

let me see, where do I start... FOR STARTER,my homestay SUCKS! !

anyway, thats is not the main things. oh ya right, the story begins before i move in this homestay....

When i come to see this homestay with my parents, wow, the house is nice, warm(of cz in summer), well funished, and the old folks(for now i call them this), seem friendly, saying that we can play all we want, ask friends to come and play and swim, everything seem perfect, but, after i move in, Mr Hydes Appear!!!

1) I WAIT 4 WEEKS FOR MY STUPID LITTLE FREAKING KEY TO COME!!!!! AND WHAT MORE IS THEY CHASE ME OUT FOR 1 TIME BECAUSE OF THEY WANNA GO OUT EARLIER AND BECAUSE THEY DUN GIVE ME THE BLOODY KEY TO LOCK THE FREAKING DOOR!!! AND MY CLASS IS 1PM AND I HAVE TO GO OUT AT 9AM.

2) FOOD!!!! FOOD!! VEGE!!! OMG.... MY DOG SERIOUSLY CAN COOK BETTER THAN TAT FREAKING OLD GROUL!!! EVER HAVE SMITH POTATO CHIPS IN CURRY???? EVER HAVE VEGE SOAKED IN WAT KIND OF BEAN SAUSE TAT TASTE LIKE ERRR.... BITTER SAUSE? EVER HAVE CURRY CHICKEN BUT IT TASTE LIKE CHICKEN IN WATER? EVER TASTE OF PAN CAKE WITH CHEESE WITH IS COLD?(INCLUDE THE PAN CAKE) EVER TASTE OF COFFEE BUT TASTE LIKE WATER? EVER TASTE OF SPAGETTI IN TOMATO PASTA BUT TASTE LIKE COLD SPAGETTI IN WATER AND PLASTIC LIKE MEATBALL? EVER HAVE MEAT PIE, PAN CAKE, WHICH IS FROM HOME BRAND FOR DINNER? EVERY MEAL SUCKS MAN!!!!!! AJINOMOTO DO THE TRICK FOR THE TASTE WHICH I HATE IT MOST!!!

3) FRIENDLY?? LIKE HELL THEY ARE FRIENDLY! BEFORE I MOVE IN, HE SAY WE ALLOW TO BRING PL TO SWIM, THEN WE BRING SOME FRENZ TO SWIM, AND THE UNCLE SUDDENLY SAY NOT ALLOW, SAYING "WHY U BRING FRENZ HERE? THIS IS MY HOUSE, I DUN WAN YOUR FRIENDS TO SWIM HERE! I DUN TAKE REPONSIBILITY FOR ANY HAPPENING!"" LIKE WE WILL GET DROWN BY A MINI SWIMMING POOL!!! AND AFTER THE SWIMMING, PL OF CZ MUST TAKE A BATH BUT THE OLD CRAZY MAN COME UP AND CHASE THEM AWAY SAYING " U ALL CANNOT BATH HERE! TIS IS MY HOUSE, I DUN WAN U ALL TO BATH HERE!" STINGY LA... LIKE WE WILL WASTE ALL THE PERTH WATER BY TAKING 2 SHOWER!!! AND THE UNCLE ALWAYS GO TO OUR ROOM WITHOUT KNOCKING!! NO POLICY, NO MANNER, NO ATTITUDE, COMPLETELY BRAINLESS!!!! AND ALWAYS GO TO OUR ROOM AND TURN OFF OUR COMPUTER WHEN WE GO OUT!!!!

4) WATER!!! NOTICE!!! THE BATHROOM STICK A NOTICE!! "WATER IS PRECIOUS!! NO MORE THAN 7 MINUTES BATHS IS ALLOWED!" WHAT THE! AND THE WATER VOLUME IS LIKE PEEING!! OR WORSE!!! AND I HAVE TO KNEEL DOWN TO MANAGE TO BATH MY HEAD... DAMN LOW, I WONDER IF THEIR OFFSPRING IS SHORTER THAN 150CM!

5) LIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THERE IS A JAPANESE GUYS STAYING WITH US. TO BE TRUTHFUL, HE IS GOOD! BUT HE ONLY PROMISE TO STAY FOR 2 MONTHS, SO ED AND ALVIN STAYING IN 1 ROOM AND I GOT ANOTHER ROOM AND HE GOT 1 ROOM TOO. BUT SUDDENLY THE SAYING TAT HE IS STAYING FOR 3 MONTH WHICH IS CLOSE TO EXAM AND TAT OLD LADY DUN TELL US ABOUT IT UNTIL WE SUDDENLY ASK THE GUY. HOW CAN TIS BE? TAT TIME WE NEED TO STUDY FOR EXAM, AND SHE PROMISE TAT HE ONLY STAY FOR 2 MONTH, CANT SAY WANNA CHANGE AND JUS CHANGE?!

tis is the summary only, the truth story is worse.... u haven seen anything yet~~~

Alright then, lately i am having a bit of a time problem in Perth. But now everything is going very very well. Much better than what i expected. Jolene comment on my blog asking me to update my new life in Perth. Well, nothing much to say, but the photo will soon be upload maybe next blog or the blog after that.

First day in Perth, 1st step on the Perth airport, and my 1st sight, with a "sigh", and think of how small and terrible is the Perth airport as after a 4 hour 100% straight up virgin blue flight, and the killer sight of the airport which is much worse than the Melbourne airport, i was thinking "nothing can be worse." At around 10am if i not mistaken, Aunty Sarah, who was introduced by my uncle, pick us up with her little cute baby name "CHRIS." No wonder he looks so cute. Anyway, cut the crap short. We reach Sarah's house, a very comfy and warm feelings during the moment i step my foot on. And such a nice person she is. No later than 11am, Pastor James, who is Sarah uncle, come. He is very very nice, towards everyone, especially youth. He brings along Jonathan, Oliver, Edward, Joyce and Cindy to introduce to me. They are my 1st friends in Perth which is awesome. Long story shorted, they go, and i went to curtin.

Curtin, my University, is like a maze. Very very big, compare to Mel Uni, Mel Uni is only 1/3 of Curtin, and seriously no joking. And it is so compact and rushed and easy to get lost. sigh... my enrolment start at 1 and end at 4. nothing much happen. Meet Song huan from Penang, and that is it. After that, we went home by taking bus(student price^^$1.19 per 2 hour trip.) Soon, i meet my 10 days housemate, Eileen, from Miri/Wonton( if i don't spell wrong). A sweet, easy to get along, pretty girl. And thats it. Day 1.

Nothing much happen, looking around Perth, which is soooooooooooooo small. and so quiet if we go to city after 5-6pm and you can lie on the street without getting run over. and the view from the king park is awesome. The view of whole city. COOL rite.










HMMM>>>>MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMmm the rest i am lazy to type. i update with photos next time.

It is weird. After reading my friends' blog, it seems to me, clearly, how lucky and fortunate i am. Truly.At the start of the year of 2008, we all set our goal in front of our very eye, dentistry, medicine, optometry, commence and etc. Setting out our goal, we head towards to Trinity College Foundation Studies. We struggle, we fight, we play, we laugh, we enjoy. But when times comes, the goal we set out to do, we fail ourselves. I failed myself, and not only me but the people around me, especially my parents. But, with my poor result, MY FAMILY fight to get me into Pharmacy which is my so-called second option, and hopefully will get into Monash Melbourne. Well, things are never going according to the way we want. After weeks of struggle, I get a reply from Curtin, Perth. Which eventually is quite a famous University for the Pharmacy. I am happy and very thankful. I am very lucky.

But, there is something not really good. I have to start all over again, learn from the very start, places, people, and many more. Eventually, as we all know, things have been set up quite ready for me in Melbourne, Sister and brother are here, meal is always provided. Everything is provided. I actually feel like i cant make a good decision because i never in a situation to make one. But now i have to learn to make, critically and correctly.

Making friends, during 2008, i have make quite some friends, and second to none they are the best. Who can be with me when trouble and happy times. i really hope i can make friends as good as here. I don't think i need to mention more about you guys, as you all know the best of what you all are. thank you for the amazing year, 2008.

I HATE MY LIFE"!

In KLIA, having the worse melbourne KL flight ever in my life. Suffer from "nearly vomit disease~" i guess i just have too much junk food in the plane, nuts, nuts and more nuts, and more juice.... oh well, now is at the very least, i am better for a bit. Anyway, alone in the airport is the worse case senario... hiazz....

Untitle!

Alrite, alrite, my blog has suddenly die. I dont really have the mood or so called willingness to blog this few months. Though i have encounter countless things that i can blog about, but when i open my blog, and thinking of those things i need to type, ALT F4 isnt a bad thing after all.

Oh, Well, as i know and experience a terror of life. Stuck in Melbourne ALONE is not a really good thing. IT WAS SUCH A BORINGGGGGGGGGG summer break for me up to now. Let me see, ken is the only GUY left in Melbourne with me. 2 Big MALE going out, hmmm... well, you will get the picture. But still, he is my shopping partner for this few months.

Christmas, the biggest celebration in Australia. ALL THE SHOP CLOSE. CITY WAS DEAD FOR A DAY, lying in the middle of the freeway isn't a problem if you have your insurance cover. BUT, BOXING DAY!!! Melbourne resurrected after the death, become the ever livest day that the city has ever being. Actually, to be specific, only the BIG MALL is resurrected. The other place, ermm.,... i don't really know how lively they will be. oh well, everything on sale.

Alrito, hmmm.... new year, bla bla bla... nothing special, only as chinese people say 旧的不去，新的不来。Same goes to the year, COW year.. The good news that New year for me is..... i will be going back soon. meaning, the time is actually drifting pass my eye and i finally get the chances to go back.. phew... no more melbourne fever...

OH YEAH!!!! Melbourne now is cold, like spring... and weird thing is, the rose is reopen even after spring but now actually is summer... so... GLOBAL WARMING EFFECT... which is a good thing.. HATE WARM WEATHER!