冷掉，真的冷掉。好就没用了=D

Weird morning.

Well, actually i gotta post this post which is on my mind for quite some times already but i always forget though. So, last fews days night, i was emo. for everything. well basically life isnt fair though. so get use to it.
until the next morning, i too lazy to make lunch b4 class, so i decided to go to mac to get a bite. well, after i order. a old folk behind me, make his order which is, "A cone, A deluxe cheese burger(1.95$$), and small chips." about 5 dollar lunch. i was without reason, observing him, his gesture, his expression. quite obviously, i saw him putting his tray on the table, take up his cone, look at it with his face full of happiness, take every single bite of the cream seem like making his dream fulfilled. after that, taking up the chips and eat it 1 by 1 like a child. and the burger, he enjoy it like abalone.
i feel so little. looking down at my order, 2 burger, 1 warp meal. abt 10 dollar, and seem unsatisfied and still sometimes complaining abt the improper arrangement of the burger. seeing that old man, who seem so satisfied and so happy abt wat he has and he will has and wat he is facing, making my emo feeling gone, seem like, there is stil people facing worse than me and still happy and satisfied. oh well, that is life.
and btw, guess wat, days after, i stil emo btw.

Come to think of it, when people ask me, "What's so good about Melbourne?" Well, before when i am in Perth, I guess my answer is food, places, shopping and so on. But suddenly i feel like, that isn't the real reason of coming back to Melbourne right? That is a bad reason.
Feeling of liking Melbourne I think mainly due to family and friends. Without my friends here, coming back to Melbourne is also coming to a death city where you only lock in the house and facing computer. Right? But I think that it is meeting up with old bud making all the food, places and stuff better.
lalalalalalalalalalalalalala....

Exam-phobia!!

I really hope that this phobia isn't i the only one who got it. deep in my heart... i... HATE EXAM!!!!
EXAM coming means that i couldn't get enough sleep. which also means that i will have 2 weeks of nightmare while i sleep before exam. AND 2 weeks of nightmare during exam. torture!!!!! sigh.... GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dis-illusionary

Alongside with the ray of light,
warm from thee.
Breeze of winter night.
coldness from thee.
Struggling, fighting of endlessness,
for worthlessness.

Alongside with the darkness,
light from thee.
Blue moon with blue roses,
a rare sight.
Can't I be part of a rare?
But sorry I can't be thee.

Smile, laugh, "tears", voices, touches, feelings,
disillusionary in the world.
Disillusionary in thee.
World of hope and happiness,
Nothing but a fairy tail by thee.

inspirations from no whereabout.
chris.

AlrightO... post before exam... recently nothing happen except exam exam exam, study study study... well, i still remember the crap that all uni-student told me when i was in college.. "college only, cheh, close my eye also can get well. enjoy college life... bla bla bla..." and at that moment, i reply "cheh, uni only, pass only ok already, so easy what to worry~~~ in college still need to get high mark to get into uni.." for now, i officially take back my word... i think all EX- college student will agree with me..

Title-less

Stepping one foot,
into some unknown world.
Faces look alike, familiar.
But faces can't kill.
Dancing in the Rain of hardship and harsh-ship,
Acting as an unknown person,
who is this guy?
Title-less.
Unknown to everyone?

Stepping one foot,
into some unknown world.
Emotion is the same, around the world.
People laugh, cry, sad, happy.
Singing and Sighing,
A known person, is just a person.
An unknown person, is just a person.
Who are these guys?
Title-less.

SUPRISED!!

Yesterday night i was so suprise when i see a letter, a card to me. I wasn't expecting any card though. But when i open it and read it, it was from my melbourne best buddy!!!!! lene mei, phoebe, leader(grace), and ken!!! They go all the trouble to get my address which i not sure how and mail it to me. Thank you, so much. touched.. T.T haha..

Today, there is a very significant thing happen...
At 1500, i was nervous and scare for the chemistry quiz(sort of exam). And i just pray to calm myself down. It works and through out the test, it went so well, so smooth and i wasn't worry even one bit.
Right after exam, i put on my Ipod and walk out, suffle my song like usual. And oh ya, i jus remember, i need to thank God that keep me calm. at that time, my ipod playing "pop, there goes my heart" by Pops. I do the sign of the cross and pray to thank God, and right after the prayer the song end. Follow by 2 most significant song happen at that time!!!
1st, You are My All in All-Praise
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YVVW5EakyEc&feature=related

2nd, Ave Maria, Il-divo
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YG2TUaeKBs0

Out of 610songs suffled, this 2 song come out right after i prayed and I am very sure it is not by chances(0.16393%).

One's who say other people religious, making their own believe degraded. And become the lowest animal that God ever created. Making his own soul stain with one of the greatest sin ever. He, a creature lower than any other creation God created for him to say other Christian's believe is false believe. And who ain't admit his own wrong doing.. Ain't all believe in the Holy Trinity? Ain't all Christian believe Jesus, Son of God, Born of Virgin Mary, Sit at the right hand of God Almighty? Ain't all Christian believe in the Resurrection of Jesus Christ? Conquer the Death? Defected Satan?

AND HE REPEAT THE APOSTLES' CREED EVERY MONTH!!! WHAT IS THE USE? WHAT FOR? Saying with an empty heart meant nothing but an empty shell. Going up to the altar receiving the Holy communion(Body and Blood of Christ) but saying God's people bad things? Wow, what a nice Christian!