my computer sick...

lately my computer is sick,, so i cant post anything.. sorry ar.. well, doesnt make any different if is not sick. cz i am busy wit work too..



sick..... of stress and depressed.. zzz


Memories of Pass, Present, Future!

PASS- nothing in my empty shell, tat is filled once by my family, and completed by my frenz.

In a cave of darkness,
where there is nothing,
light from you,
a smile,
a word
a warm hug.
is all i need to survive.
that why i love you all.

PRESENT- Meeting new friends, i never know all the people here is so friendly. i apologize, i always forget name.. haha.. you all my best friends.

Other side of the world.
Without faces,
without friends,
you all lighten me,
cheer me,
be there,
is nothing more than that,
that i ask for.

FUTURE- i will not fail.

path of life,
long way,
short way.
a never ending way.
please lead me into a real path.
the path of life.
i was seeking for.


There is nothing for me.
Make me worthy now.
To be anything yours.
There is nothing..
Not now.. not now..
but.. but..
i will make up of something.
for you.
I will make it special.
I will make it unforgetable.
I still do not know.
But i wont let you down.
Thank you.


Men Are Just Happier People

Men Are Just Happier People

If Laura, Kate and Sarah go out for lunch, they will call each other Laura, Kate and Sarah .
If Mike, Dave and John go out, they will affectionately refer to each other as Fat Boy, Godzilla and Four-eyes.

When the bill arrives, Mike, Dave and John will each throw in £20, even though it's only for £32.50. None of them will have anything smaller and none will actually admit they want change back.
When the girls get their bill, out come the pocket calculators.

A man will pay £2 for a £1 item he needs.
A woman will pay £1 for a £2 item that she doesn't need but it's on sale.

A man has six items in his bathroom: toothbrush and toothpaste, shaving cream, razor, a bar of soap, and a towel from M&S.
The average number of items in the typical woman's bathroom is 337.
A man would not be able to identify more than 20 of these items.

A woman has the last word in any argument.
Anything a man says after that is the beginning of a new argument.

Women love cats.
Men say they love cats, but when women aren't looking, men kick cats.

A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband.
A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife.

A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend.
A successful woman is one who can find such a man.

A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn't.
A man marries a woman expecting that she won't change, but she does.

A woman will dress up to go shopping, water the plants, empty the bins, answer the phone, read a book, and get the post.
A man will dress up for weddings and funerals.

Men wake up as good-looking as they went to bed.
Women somehow deteriorate during the night.

Ah, children.
A woman knows all about her children. She knows about dentist appointments and romances, best friends, favourite foods, secret fears and hopes and dreams.
A man is vaguely aware of some short people living in the house.

A married man should forget his mistakes.
There's no use in two people remembering the same thing.


cold cold cold cold cold!!!today is damn cold la.. not up to 10degree whole day.. and it rain whole day.. haizzz. world climax is changing or the footstep of winter is drawing near.


another week is over.

Another week is over, in a blink of eye. how fast time fly. i have been here for 3 month already and it feel like, wow, how fast.. really fast.. terrible. and wat i have learn here? when i think back. in particularly nothing more than my study. is weird. oversea life is nothing more to expected than living in my home town. in fact, i can live in luxury in my home town, and once come here, i am not more than a normal average kid next door. weird..

by the way, when i jus now read my frenz blog about her parent, man... i am so piss of myself. like, why i never think like the way she did? rite? been so love her parents and miss her. now i think back, is my parent who gave me life. who gave me everything. who is been with me til now, if without them, i wont be here today, meeting all my frenz. thx, u make me awake. i do love my parents, deep inside my heart, there is a big gap tat need to be filled by them. but, i stil hope tat i will be more indepentance to be able to stand on my own feet, walk, run, jump and lead my own life. but, they are my light and my guide. they lead my life, to the proper, successful life. is their mission to allow me to stay happy and gain my own life. we are always our parent baby boy child, there is no doubt. in their eye, we are young. we are stil learner, we are their son and daughter. but, we have to grow up.

when i was young, once my parent go out til abt 10pm or 11pm if they stil haven come back, i will start to be unable to sit still, i will keep on annoyed my bro and sis tat y my papa and mama haven come back. and soon i will stay to cry and take out my binocular and look as far as i can to spot if they come back or not. haha.. is all the kid nature. once they back, i will call out and relieve and happy cause sometimes they will come back wit some supper. when i was young, i pretent to be sick and dun wan to go to school, my mom know tat i pretent to be stil, so she say tat if she give me 1riggit and i go to schol, for me, about 4 year old, RM1 seem like RM100. haha.. i am the youngest, and always the youngest in the family. though sometimes i know i am a little bit spoil, but now i try my best to grow up. i was born in the most luxury and most wonderful times in the family. all the other bro and sis have undergo a some kind of financial prob, but i never. haha.. is hard i know, without experience but only wit the story my parent told me, i can feel the hardest and the poverty of my family. but now, god bless us wit his blessing and given us so many precious thing.

"it is my wildest dream that i can send my son and daughter to Australia to study and it also been my wildest dream that i can go to Australia for vacation."said my dad.

so my dad has send me so far here to study, he has work day and night for his family. he didnt ask for anything back, but only a thing, be a successful and useful person in the society. i wont fail his mission. i will try my very best on my life.

wat a son or a daughter have to do to make her parent happy, is not to be a spoil brat in their childhood, secondly, not to be a smoker,drinker, or a player in life. 3rd, have a good life and a good marrige and good family. BUT MUST ALWAYS REMEMBER OUR PARENTS WHO GROW US UP WHO GAVE US WAT WE ARE NOW. WHO LOVE, CARE, FOR US. WHO NEVER EVER GAVE US UP OR ABANDON US. WE MUST REMEMBER THE DETH FOR THEM. WE MUST LOVE THEM FOR ALL THEY HAVE DONE, WE MUST TAKE CARE OF THEM, IN OUR OWN HOME AND OUR LOVE IN THE NEW FAMILY. THEY ARE OUR PARENTS. THEY ARE THE ONE WHO WE ARE BECOMING NOW.

my mom and dad. isnt they adorable. haha.. i love you guys.. wit all my heart. thanks.


bad day.. bad day..

a bad day for me.. sienzzz.. tis morning, when go out, i been caught by tram officer and i think i will been fined abt 150$.. i dunno yet. cause tis is the first time. see 1st. hopefully not. anyway, tat not the end. the practical today is so boring.. is workshop and we have to do question. bore.. anyway, when lunch time, i forgot tat eugene will not acc me if once he go to swanston st computer lab. yikes.. my mistake, even though i once acc him to wayne cottage which now i ask him to acc me to union house which is half the distance away, i forgot.. opsss.. btw, after lunch, i call wen jye tat if they wan me to save sit for them in the lit lecture. and they say ok. then i save about 4 sit for them. in the end, they end up sitting wit other frenz. if next time dun need, please say so.. so i can sit wit my other frenz who got ask me to sit wit them.. thx.. wat a bad day for me.. sienzzzz... i going to sleep. hope will refresh my brain off.



in swanston st. maths 1 lecture.. i am late but i stil dun wna to rush to it. instead, i got time to post tis blog. haha..


FINALLY I FINISH THE HOI PLAN LIAO!! plan only and tomolo have to give to jonanthan barlow see. hiazzz. hope he jus say ok. good. tat fine. will get good mark, but is in my dream la.. impossible for him to say tat. hiazzz.. but, i hope it end fast. btw, thing is getting messy lately. work work work, study study study. i dun have time for proper post. sorry..


Another week.

the first day/the last day of the week, is damn boring and damn tired. church-lunch-back-hoi-games-hoi-games-hoi-song-hoi-dinner-chemistry-hoi-blog-game-sleep. there goes my sunday.


dun look at my title. i am crazy already. there is something wrong with my mental liao and all because of HOI! is really sienz la.. my whole day is just reading about athen, athenian, democracy.... wat is going to do with our study. haizz.. it really killing me off. Hoi Hoi HOI..!! u r driving me crazy~~~~



Happy Mother Day. To my MOM and MOTHER MARY.

A flower,
bloom in summer,
so green,
so beauty,
so pure.
It grow with love,
sensation and passion.
For the young,
for the old,
the flower will stay it beauty.
In our eye, it will not wilt.
In our heart, it will never die,
In our mind, It is the most precious of all.
Happy mother day. to My Beloved Mother, Annie and
My Mother Mary.
thank you.
for thanking care of me.

A long post for 4 days work!

in a week, nothing particularly happen. jus extremetely busy wit my study. HOI ESSAY, DRAMA MONOLOG,EAP GROUP PRESENTATION, stop stop stop. and exam is coming soon. i damn need a vacation after tis. and finally, biology practical start on thursday. tis is the 1st and i hope it wil be the last time, i am not the 1st group to finish the practical and the experiment not working. actually, is the whole class. haha..

2B should BE BROWN!!!! hiazzz...

all of the group put the test tube in 37degree water which is body temperature. but ours turn out weird..

tis is wher all group fail. number 5 test tube sure be grey-transparent but we all transparent. so we all pass. haha..

thursday went fast and friday come again. oh yes!!! bla bla bla at schol which make me fall asleep. and finally, friday nigt come and me and my friends is released from the toturing schol and have dinner together. and also, my bro and his frenz, wan to jon us. sure sure. we decided to went to red silk<<<<< not sure name tis or not.. but, watever.. and it was really enjoyable meal for all of us, especially my friends. it quite cheap and i drank too much water.

phoebe and grace in the restaurant. wel, there is stil many picture, but i haven go get it. mayb if m mood is good, i post again those pic. mayb...

after the dinner, my nightmare!!!!!grace, i get u for tis.. haha.. me and grace have a competition and she win. i not planning to say it out clearly cz it was so embrassing. i agree wit grace, gals can hold on longer. haha.. tat shopping on cotton on is life or death for me. haha.. after tat, my nightmare is over when i search in coffeebean, china town cinema,2 Macdolna(forgot spelling) and finally QV. i am safe.. haha.. tat for my friday night.

saturday, support class and basketball<<< didnt get to play. and wierd thing, we see phoebe there. haha... then we go to watch 7 main intake drama exam. man, they are so good. really good. geng geng... andrew, congrat.. nice work.


i not going to post anything today.. i am a bit sienz la.. and my computer just been reformate and AHHH!!!! HIAZZZ. tomolo i will update!!


Another day. And yet, another day, and yet.. Another day!

A weird day for me. this morning i wake up, i feel a bit uneasy. but when i decided to go to support class, my body suddenly hurt, from the head to the very last of my toe. ouch!!!! REALLY WEIRD AND FEEL REALLY UNEASY! and i feel very old le. in fact, i am the oldest so far, in my gang. haha.. well, in the support class, i learn a lot though and when i sit there, there is no pain. luckily, anyway, after that, i went to wen jye house with jolene and ungene and we have a little chit chat. and have a good laugh and some minor and funny excise. and got a very CREATIVE post and really imaginative one. is cool.. haha.. and after that i went back already. and when i reach the house, i have to clean my house which make my body even house. haha.. luckily it finish faster.. haizzz.. sad...

me and jolene. WONG FEI HONG??? or eagle???

cool rite?? is really funny!!!!

lol.. another one.. haha..



is FRIDAY!!! but the night is so fast over. i have some fun. with my normal gang. haha.. aligato. well, today is eventually fun for me the whole day and not until the NIGHTMARE OF EAP CLASS..!! MIRANDA!! muahahah..who successfully kill me off from 345-515 and reincanation occur. ok stop the crap out. if she see this, there goes my EAP mark. well, another thing that excited me is MONOLOG OF DRAMA IS OUT!! oh ya baby.. i like it and it is interesting. yahoooo.. and i have dodge ball game for my drama which is so much fun. crap i cant take pic because if i do so, i dun think i will last for 5 second in the field. haha.. HOI!! dozz off!! but today there is another thing happen, raining of ice in melbourne, but damn i didnt see it. haha..

during the break, the clever, creative, imaginative people like us,(me, wen jye, ungene, jolene, grace and phoebe) go to leeper library tutorial room to DISCUSS on everything and anything and nothing. haha.. and we still take a very cute and nice picture.

cute??? haha.. i like it very much.

then after the enjoyable time, the eap start.. the sky dark, so as my world. haizzz...

the doom of me toward leeper building.

i dunno wat is it.. jus take for fun..

the WHITE HOUSE! no la.. haha.. is the state library.

A Secret!

It was her~
It was her smile,
take my loneliness away.
It was her voice,
wake me from my sleep.
It was her laughter,
take my sadness away.
It was she,
take my darkness and
become my light.
It was her care and kind,
there will be me.
A rescuer, a saviour.
It was her,
save me from engulfed
by darkness and death itself.
Women in blue cloak.
Purity and angelic,
Crystal clear,
light of my world.
It was her,
who gave me a mark,
on my right shoulder.
A secret unfold,
after 19 years.
The truth I love to know,
Happy to know.
I love thee
and thank thee.
For me is yours.

For those who read this. who know i am mentioning about and for those who do not know who i am mentioning about. who know what it truely means. for this poem is the truth. i would not explain it what it means, but if those who truely want to know about it. only to my closest friends in melbourne and in sibu, i will tell. As it is really something important to me. is up to you all to decide wheather to believe me or not. but i am not a lier. i am a living testimony of her. in her presence, i will preace this for her.